In the flash of an eye, sometimes too fast, the year 2015 is coming to a close in 2 weeks time from today 17th December 2015. At regular intervals and stages in year 2015, looking back and reflecting on my journey, ups, downs, mistakes, achievements, this had been somehow a very interesting and challenging year till date. In the next 2 weeks leading up to the end of year 2015 and welcoming a fresh new year 2016, it looks like I am able to wrap up my year 2015, to review and reflect.
Today, it’s more of letting my thoughts and feelings out, than to review and reflect my year 2015. The last quarter had been a real strain on my heart, mind and soul, it’s fatigue and burnt out. Some of them knew, some of them care, some of them don’t care, some of them continue to “use me” as much as they could and I became a shield to cover for them. While the circumstances cannot be written out here, only a few close ones will know the story behind the story. As I learned the sharpening, defensive and offensive tools of trade of the harsh and cruel working world, I must and I am building up my shield and defences against the necessary bad people (slowly and surely).
On the other hand, I am also blessed, proud and happy with what I had achieved, from nothing to something, to producing my own works and recognition. The support and well wishes that I received from friends and supporters, I thank you so much for walking this journey with me, through my ups and downs. My world outside my working world gave me a world where I can share my achievements, photography works, personal projects.
It felt great to write on my personal site again, I am not the type of author that writes a book or a novel, I am just a writer of my own personality and style, combined with my photography, personal growth, learning and development.